what hides behind the pretty face

i wish i could tell you what i really feel . i wish i could have the time to talk to you and let you know what have i been hiding for all along . but it seems that i don't have the courage and the guts to do so . still , i'm afraid that i'm gonna lose you , seeing you happy while i'm not is not the way i live . as im holding on to one wishes , that is living with you for the rest of my life . could i happen ? well , i can't answer it and neither can you . only the both of us can solve it out . it's hard to keep living on like this . living my life in hiding , and wait for you until it's time . whatever it is , i still am