Friday, June 10, 2011

a precious memory that stays in a picture

we all know that to let the memory last longer , we have to take a simple photo of that precious moment . by looking at it , we can think about the storyline and the things that happened . I've always found myself staring at a picture that will carve a smile on my face . and i know , that smile will last forever as long as he is still with me .

never thought i would be really emotional when thinking about the future . my parents had put a high hopes in me to get flying colours in my final PMR results and send me to a boarding school . i almost cried last night thinking about what is going to happen to ' us ' next . will we still be together ? or leave it hanging ? a single tear ran over my cheeks leaving the others in my eye sacs .

till then i know , my life wouldn't be the same . it will never be the same .

Holiday break down

my mid-year holiday is about to come to an end . it is not such a good ending . i gotta say my holiday is pretty boring . not to mention , i'm stuck at home with a couple of my most annoying , frustrating , and monstrous brothers . what can i say ? my parents are busy at work and non of them could manage their time for us three . They can't even take a break causes of too much work that needs to be done .

so my daily basis , for my dull school break is getting on facebook , texting with friends , learning how to play songs on guitar and i even did a lil' study . which is pretty in tensing because of the distractions going on .and i can't really cope with it well . i am very pissed off because my parents just won't let me go anywhere . what do they expect of me ? some pathetic failure that just need to sit at home and work on my undesirable plans ? but then i got a day to hang out with friends .

During the weekends , if it's not going out to the movies with my family , we usually pay my grandma a visit . and if it's neither those two , then we probably just stay at home -,-

this is totally not how my life would work . i almost get myself a severe headaches cause of the scrapbooks that needs to be finished and i have to get myself ready for PMR . another 18 weeks then ' KABOOMM ' i am doomed *sigh .

i have done a lil' resolutions and i hope i could follow those new rules that's about to conquer my whole life .